What have I done?

Oh What have i done

What have i become?

I tear myself apart

To try and play the part

No one knows it all

Still, I feel so dull.

Oh What have I done

Where's the little girl gone?

She's just looked in the mirror

When she cried a bitter river.

And only in the dark

Does she let her soul spark.

Yet here I am

Needle in the sand

Tear in the eye

I tried to fly

But I'm under water

All I can do is falter.

Oh What do I have to do

To finally be welcome home?

At the doors of forever

Had I been more clever

I sure would have listened

To my past that glistened.

Varga Vivien X. R